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Sunday, June 6, 2010

-Ten- 23rd Of April


Daisy starts school on 10th of May. from that day onwards I don't think He would have much time to spend with me. After school he took me to have lunch(where I meet May Poh and Chen Hui). I know he's not working, I know he is running low on money. i was actually really hungry. I looked through the menu, the prices of almost everthing is killing my eyes. he asked me what I wanted. I looked up and close the menu. I shake my head. He smiled, I like to see him smile. I kept my self looking cool with a neutral expression. He ask me if I am sure I don't want anything a lot of times. I just kept shaking and shaking my head. He finally ordered what he wanted. Then a pair of couple walked in and sat beside our table. They were holding their hands across the table. =,= ENVY~~~ I can feel my heart being grabbed by someone.


I suddenly remembered what I have been saying the past few years, I have no luck in love.
I'm not pretty, I don't look attractive, I have weird personality, I'm childish, I'm ordinary, not good looking body shape. Only this year I started recieving roses and presents from boys. It hurts to see someone alot better than the overall of who I am... ...


I entered a 'slice frog' activity in school on 22nd of April, yday. As my friends sliced the frog, I felt the same heard ache. pity those frogs.. really really.. nearly cried.. lol.. =-= I held my tears back. Don't wanna get laughed at.


2mr got school ahh... Sat leh!!! zzz.. bro lo! go tell mum. sien... zz..

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