-Seventeen-JUNE 26

~~ First of all.. TOKIO HOTEL YOU STILL ROCK!!!

piano exam creeping up~~ uh~~ come on! I can do this! I didnt fail my maths~ yes yes!! I'm gonna do better next time. I know I will. A bargain has been made and I have made my signature. Break the bargain.. well lets not think about that. Cause I won't let myself drop to that position.

Second~~ My brother's results shocked me! I cannot take it anymore! Not only my brother's result pressuring me. My classmates! NO! [XX] I will not let you look down on me. NEVER. So what your results are alot better than I am. I'm coming. I'm chasing up. Thanks to bro I have awaken the spirit that has long gone since form 1. Thank my bro. Han thx alot. I'm telling all of you who stares down at me, I'm chasing up the time that i had waste. Half a year is gone. I need confidence. I can do this. Is all I can say to push me. Thx for your support boyy. I love you but I can't say it out, it might sound wierd. So.. Boyy! My little han han! You can do better! Eventhough I show faces at you when you tell mum ur results that are alot better than mine, But i do that to push myself to study. I have to correct what I have done wrong the passed 3 years that I had wasted. Adding them together, 3 years and a half. Budd dahh... [XX] watch out. Wen here is about to shout you off your shoes. Don't be so cocky.



Third~~ Things seemed to be clearing up.. I see more than I used to in human behaviour. But still do not know how to react. Xiao hei thanks for listening me out. I hate backstabbers. Hit the wall Budd dahh... I entered the audition. Was abit scared . not because of facing the crowd. Is because of my stupid sore throat I was afraid I would not pull through the high pitches. But.. It turned out okay. The crowd gave a better responds than I thought. Personally thanking Tze Wei for waving his hands when I was singing when no one did. I was really happy. really really.



A word to the wise girl who left me a loving comment.
First~

Your grammar suck and its really pissing me off. Where did you learn your english huh? =.=

Changed of subject, if you, wise girl ever enter my blog and read what I wrote again to see my responds to your comment, I want to thank you. If you just created a new blog account just to give me a comment... =_= I don't dare to state any comment. I'm afraid I might just say something stupid and piss you off.

Second~
You-Don't-Know-Me
I'm guessing you must be one of the 'victim' of the 'big bad wolf'.
If i were you, i got dumbed by a guy, I would not want to know anything about his after-me-life. I would not go to FB and check on his status, Check out who is he with now, know more about his new girl, giving the girl advice. Urhh... maybe I would give the advice but I wouldn't even know a thing about the wise girl, so I wouldn't have the chance to give any advice.

Second guess, You're someone he annoyed or you-think-he-hurt-your-friend and you're now getting a pay back. Introducing myself to you, I'm wierd. Basically, NOT NORMAL. I don't think like you think I do. You can call me stupid but I call it MY WaY.

If he is cheating behind me, I care, but it's his choice and I respect that no matter what. As long as I know he is okay, he is safe, he is not doing anything illegal. That puts a footstop to it. As long as I am with him now, I am happy, thats all. But if he decided to dump me, he wants something new, I will just have to live with it. Life goes on my dear wise girl, you might be older than me, I'm a brat. So what.. in this world. anyone can be a teacher. == now i'm talking like a old lady. xD Budd Dahh~

If he is just using me. I will be heart broken, but life STILL goes on.

Oh yea.. If you are the girl that he told me about, he called you a bitch. ^^ live with that. B-I-A-T-C-H-E.

Thanks for the advice by the way. I'll keep that in mind. But after all you have read, You know i don't give a damn what you say, lastly, ur grammar sucks like shit dude.. Fix it. You'll kill someone like that.

-JW-