"Fear is an emotion and It is also a choice"

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Saturday, June 19, 2010

JUNE 19

I got my 'curtain' back, yay~ It really does alot of help when I'm crying. Cause no one can see through them. lol.. Suddenly got interested again by Bleach. Currently following the comic and anime on YouTube.

Air Gear
So wierd comic. Kinda slow actually when you just read the manga and then watch the anime. Wierd wierd..


Slept in late missed cadet meeting.. Great..

Dad's being quite pushy when he's in a bad mood. Bad aura just flows around him. Fobia..

My voice is back! But I'm still sick.. lol.. SY is acting wierd and i don't think I can trust her anymore. They need help for their camp performance. But once CS asked to call me none of them called. KC tells me that they don't want to disturb me thats all. Am i being sensitive again.. But I can't help it. This feeling really makes me feel so left out. I kept thinking, if i ran away from home. Where can I go. Apparently .. no where to.. that makes me sadder..


Food
Cheese...stick...
Cheese...cake...
Cheese...Bread..

pizza..
sushi..

School is going to start soon. I'm shaking caused by the fear of my results.. I flunked my maths paper and I'm dead. Others are good. but.. maths... == i cannot fail this subject.. I'm going to feel so bad I might just climb out my room window and dive into the backyard drain. I realize when I'm sick I kinda get a better attitude from everyone. Sad..

KC say if I feel like crying I can just pull MH's hair. LOL... If i could feel better by doing that that's great.

I held a chick.. feel warm when I placed the chick so close to me. I was thinking all along today in the bird park, I have flu. If my flu goes to the birds. That causes BIRD FLU. xD


The amazing thing about birds, the only creature that can fly.


See? they even made the bin as a bird! =o=
Check that out.. The stupid bird is sleeping.. With its leg dangling behind. SO geng ahh..

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