He came to see me last night. I was really happy to see him not because he dressed up and look cool and nice all that. I just want to see him.


He seemed really happy.
I'm Glad.


At a moment where both of us kept quiet, me staring at him he stares back at me.


He suddenly looks down at his hand where he wears the ring i gave him.


My eyes followed where his eyes went.
He gave the ring a spin.

My heart suddenly felt like something grabbing it.
But then he looked up and smile at me.

Did he meant to give the ring back to me?
Did he... meant to let go?

I know,
this exam that he had just passed through is hard and went through alot.
But this is just minor courses, what happens when the next one comes? another beats another harder and harder.
He said he's tired of me.
It was really sad to see that.
Even him.
Says I'm really tiring to care about.
What place shall I stand now.

He didn't return me the ring. He says he gotta go afraid my dad would be back any time. Bade him goodbye. He was smiling all the way. What got into him I wonder. So happy. Can't feel that though. fake.

But who am I to judge anyway..

I just can't trust those features after treating me cold.

I sick of being treated like that.

He says he wants to go play with his cousins and friends.
Didn't like the sound of it I don't know why.

Pasts don't stay as pasts.
They return to haunt us.
Like nightmares.
Those are pasts.
βʏ:Ĵιαωɛи (Ƨʋи 29 2010)