AUG 07 [ii]

lol.. someone posted my malurian idol singing competition into facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/video/video.php?v=414305023494

it was pitchy and i was looking around in the crowd for those guys. Then nearly at the end I'd forgotten the lyrics because I was thinking of them too. Where they were? My expression was horrible that time. The vid really shows how bad i looked. lol..

After sitting back down with the group I felt left out again. Hopefully not going to go through this again. Then this silly shit ask me to tell [XX] this that this that. I was really pissed and you're asking me to do this and that ah. I didn't wait for her to finish what she wanted to say. I just cutted in and told her to tell him herself. To her stupidity reply, she answer fast asking why i don't want to tell him. == she is either retard in brain or somewhere else. I said that she is the one who wants to talk. Tell him herself! I stood up and walked away. [XX] kept asking me to sit back down. Fcuk his ass. Shut up you sucker. Go suck on sumones C*ck or sumting. Wasn't in a sunshine mood that time. I could screw up his stupid marching formation if I wanted. But that would be really bad image for my 'friends'(which plays as friends. Fakers, posers plus new term, Losers) too. So i kept quiet.

Oh yea. After watChing back my singing competition vid I realize that someone shouted for my phone number. I didnt catch that when I was in the performance spot. =D At least I know I don't own an imaginary bf. Unlike someone else who imagines someone is with her all the time and likes herself too much, living in her own imaginary world ain't bringing you anywhere. So shut ya hole loser. When you really have someone who really cared about you and love you then you talk about it. Stop putting large fonts all around your stupid blog. I admit I'm interested to your bloody blog, but this is the reason, I want to know how your life sucked, how a loser you are, how much crap you talked about and are there lies in your blog. If not another term will be added to you as labeled, LOSER. Thinking you look beutiful and you can really do what you're interested in makes me sick. The way you talk makes me feel that you can go to hell. Your english sucks stop using it and use your own mother tongue back you sucker. The way you act the fake smile the fake eyes you have just makes me feel another term that suits you: Discusting. irritated by you.. Go to hell don't stay in the the planet you lived in right now. You stupid think-you're-all-that-girl. PUI! Bet you have a hairy ass.

Yea I know I'm not great or special. But the way you act in every aspect in live gives me the rights to talk about you. Faker. You big retard. Go to hell. No offence. I just HATE you..

as for[XX] since you're back, you looked like crap to me.
For xiao hei thanks for always coming to see me often when you're free. If we had time I'd like to ride our bikes up to desa or somewhere as far as we can go.

For SiY, yea all the boys think you're pretty and stuff like that. To be you're just another big poser posing to be like a nice cute innocent girl. To me you looked really nice, yea. At first I really liked you too really think you're so natural and cool in another way so girlilicious nice. But as time passed the more time I was with her I notice her politeness was another fake thing to see. I spend long time with rich people's sons and daughters, they give me the high- class feeling isn't the same like how this SiY gives me. POSER. Continue to fool the people around you Yea you like attention so much get yourself into a gay club and dance there. == loser.. You and your over lenght lower chin. Pui! no offence. I was really angry when I think of how she pushed OO away. Hit the wall suckers!