(Ƨαт 28 2010)
I've done finally one thing stupid enough. For him.
I got up early. Afraid he would skip his test but mostly won't. Just incase. Don't really know what he was thinking. I just had to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid. I messaged him at 9, nearly 10am. 

"Morning. Are you awake? Have to wake at 11. Got exam. Got set alarm ma? Dun be late ahh.. How's ur stomach. Remember take med in time.. Dear.. :-* take care. ok?"

I woke up at 8, I setted that alarm after recieving daisy's last message.. Feeling dizzy stomach feels weird didn't eat much last night. waiting to message him. then he didn't replied. I was afraid he's still sleeping. But no way ah, he's at his friend's place.

Then the 11am alarm rang.
I waited around 2 or 3 minutes then message him, asking if he's awake.
He replied.
"Not free."

Stunned and don't know what to do anymore. Feel like going back to sleep. Sleep all day. But not moving an inch. listening to the music I turned on so loud to keep me awake when waiting for the time to pass to message him. Indirectly asking me to go away.

I still sat there. Not moving anything. Tears start coming down my cheeks again. It dropped on my phone's screen. I pushed the phone aside. Still sitting there listening to the music roaring in my ears.

I picked up my phone and replied him.
"加油"
Didn't know what else to say.
Then after his exam his mood switched.
Didn't feel good.
Just react as normal.

-Ĵιαωɛи-