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Sunday, March 4, 2012

The traits making you into an emo

I seriously tell people around me i'm not an emo person.
I'm more a happy-go-lucky person.
well i know thats a lie.
but it keeps people from worrying me.
especially my sister. and family. haha.
Well life isn't easy. that's what i know.
And I'm the type of person who is sensitive,
and thinks of negative consequences more than positive.

to be honest. I don't think life is easy.
And I'm working kinda hard(as I realized these days)
for homework(assignments)
But there are people that seem to not care much about them.
I tend to have hard time doing assignments when it is grouped ones.

Well KC is in really hard time now.
I can't really help him.
All i can do is hear him out every weekend when he gets his phone back.
In one of his short message to me,
he said that he sometimes wish he wasn't part of this world.
It really scared me.
I don't like that message at all.
After that message he sent to me,
i started to write longer messages to him without noticing it myself.
When i read back the message I sent to him.
I realized,
whoa.. its long. haha.

I told him.
Life is hard, whether we want to accept it or not.
Rough times are always waiting ahead.
Whether we want to avoid it or not,
Eventually, it will get to us.
Life is hard, Life is short.
I can't tell him to be happy for being alive.
Because. I don't really agree to that.
Humans fight in everything to live.
Not directly fighting with someone,
but working hard to get something we want.
Is the fighting I meant.
there's no free meal in this world.
Live, because we were born,
Live, because we exists.
Live, only for future.
Live, in a believe that it will be better.

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