Sick of the world

Its so weird that I find the people outside of where i stay are so different from me.
or is it?
nah..
i come to think of it i..
I feel like something is wrong.
but i dont know what is it.
making me so unhappy.

i...
it just feels like i'm alone in everything.
i guess..
i hate being lonely.
haha the feeling really sucks.

i have so much things on my mind.
i cant even tell one person my problems just to feel better
everytime i try to tell someone.
i forget what i wanted to tell and just continue to feel really depressed about something i CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER.

and i hate to tell one about how i feel of certain things.
because i'm over sensitive and i know.
its hard for me to fit in almost anywhere.
i'm too sensitive.
i know.
but i cant really tell someone how i feel.
because.
i'm afraid if i do.
i might not even be able to make any friends at all.
Yea i know I'm difficult.
Thats why its best for me to keep everything to myself.
so that it doesn't bothers anyone else about it.

what others would thing of me.
if i comment to certain things in my own point of view.
I really don't know how to describe the situation but..
all i can say is that i can't tell much.
because if i do, others would not accept me.
in their group.
as a friend.

I..
i seriously don't know wtf am i talking about.
screw it.

i just feel unhappy.

JW