The world of outside my space..

ever since i entered college,
i realized it, but i kept denying it.
Telling myself I'm the problem.
For not being friendly enough and other stuff.
Blaming it all on myself.
But now I started to realize, was it really me?
Or is it those who surrounds me?
Am i that different from all of you?
AM I?

Being friendly enough you guys climb all over my head.
Being nice and you fucktards scramble all over me?

There are few types of people I realize that exists in this small space of cement box,
1st Mr/Ms I Fucking Know It All You Shut Up- people
2nd Mr/Ms I'm So Damn Cute Aren't I? - people
3rd Mr/Ms I'll Do It All If You Let Me Join You- people
4th The accepted nerds and geeks
5th The rejected

I'm placing myself in the 5th group.
Well only in that fucking class yes. I'm the 5th type.

In the other fucking class,
I'm still placing myself in the 5th type.
But a bit different.
Because I'm damn friendly,
I've become the 4th type.
Yes. The Accepted Nerds and Geeks.

When work comes,
they go like : oh you know so much. You do it <3 anyway you are so FREE all the time

F*ck you. Do I look like i'm so f*king free all the time?
DO I? F*CKTARDS!??

Ahem.. (cooling down)...
What I meant is,
Because I've become the accepted nerds and geeks,
I've become the one that they can push their work to.
Get it?
Who gets bullied all the time?
Nerds.
Who gets pushed around all the time?
Geeks.

Even if I'm a geek. ( I admit yea. so what? f*ck you. )
I'm the coolest geek you'll ever find.

Yea yea yea~ You don't really need to scold someone by using bad words to express anger, its not nice.
Well I don't give a f*cking d*mn care about it anymore.
F*ck being polite.

Bitchtards and Dogtards of the day~
(ladies and gentlemens of the fucking fucktard day~)
Next time when you don't want me in your f*cking group can you at least say something?
Don't pretend that you can't see me bitch.
I'm a f*cking human standing right in front of you .
At least I can find another group to join in.
Get it? F*CKTARDS.

And whaaa??
Pushing everything to me? TO FUCKING LISTEN TO A FUCKING LECTURE WHILE YOU GUYS PRESS YOUR FUCKING PHONES IN CLASS???
WHAT???

THEN FUCKING ASK ME WHAT TO DO?
WHAT?
YOU KNOW SO MUCH YOU DO IT ALL?
IT'S BECAUSE YOU FUCKER RETARDS ARE NOT LISTENING.
AND YOU SAY THOSE FUCK WORDS TO ME?
WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT HOLE BITCH RETARDED FUCK WORDS ARE YOU SAYING?
WHAT? FUCK YOU! o0o

I lost my appetite of eating because of you fucktards.
Am I the problem?
Am I not FRIENDLY ENOUGH?
AM I NOT BEHAVING ENOUGH?
BITCH! TELL ME WHATS MY PROBLEM TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG???

IS IT THAT HARD FOR ME TO JOIN A PACK LIKE EVERYONE CAN
WHAT THE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IS HAPPENING!

I'M NOT OKAY! ARE YOU LISTENING?
EVERYTHING IS SO WRONG.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAH FUCK IT I'M THE PROBLEM?
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHo0oHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAo0oHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHo0oHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

why do I rush home every time class finishes you ask?
BECAUSE I'M THE REJECTED.
F*CK YOU.

I miss my friends. ghahaahahhahahahhhhgaaahahhahahahhahahahahah
I miss them.. hahahhahaa...ha...haha...ha.....
I hate the materialistic world I'm seeing now.
I hate it. And I'm getting really tired seeing all this shit.

































I F*CKING HATE ALL OF YOU!




JW