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Sunday, February 26, 2012

Confidence

I realize i lost my confidence to play the piano while singing.
Haha..
I was too used to it,
my sister used to play the piano and I go jumping around singing.
Now that she's not at home,
I don't even dare to do so,
My bro said he wished he could sing like i could.
I was quite happy he said that actually.
Haha.. Means he thinks I can sing well too.
And then he suddenly tells me where many people cheered for me when I was performing.
And that reminds me too,
people were shouting asking for my number.
I was happy.
I missed how that felt like.
The crowd screaming.
My legs feels numb.
They go like.
"handphone number! Give us your handphone number!"

hahaha.. I really miss how that feels.

Whatever you do,
you gotta have confidence,
even when you speak to someone,
confidence,
its annoying when you talk to soft ,
or speak half of what you were saying then stop.

Anyway, i was freaking happy when WC(new friend)
taught me how to use .. a function.
on websites.
XD freaking AWESOME!
At first I didn't know why i was so ... happy?
It felt like a burst of energy just busting through my brain,
its like.. the first time I succeed to xxxx an account in a game. :D
That type of feeling.
haha.
Then I realize, i was so happy because,
I think I've found someone who is like me.
:D only that i didn't thought of fiddling with that function.
But i've did something else like what he taught me before.
It's just so awesome to see someone i know teach me something like that.
Wakakakakakakk~

Going to have a computer test tomorrow,
i hope it goes well.
not that i did a LOT of studying,
i just read through the notes.
just by openning the textbook,
i'm already half way puking white bubbles.
seriously boring.
I'm afraid too,
what i wanted to study isn't what I see in the text book.
Should I think to change major?
But being a programmer is so.. COOL.
well that's from my point of view.


Imagine,
when someone asks you what do you do for a living,
I'd just say,
I'm a programmer.
XD waahhh~ shuang!
haha. (>>>childish<<<)


JW

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