Art and disappointment

It all started when i was small.
I was amazed my sister could play the piano really well.
She got my parents attention well too.
So I decided to learn.
That's where I started to regret.
It wasn't as easy as it looks.
You gotta have that talent and that heart to learn.
I was lazy,
and the more my teacher pushed me to train.
The more I became sick of it.

Then later I realize I love japanese comics(manga)
I started drawing them.
Well it was like crap now that I look back at it.(haha)
But I continued drawing.
I didn't think of going to any art class,
because I was learning piano already.
My mum wouldn't let me learn another art.
It would use up my studying time.
So I trained hard,
drawing everyday just to continue stories I have drawn.
this are some old comics i found.

This is when I first started drawing comic,
after watching the animation Bleach

I love this anime a alot.
I'm still watching it :D

I don't remember myself naming this comic of mine. haha.
This comic is nearly based on the story Bleach.

As you can see, it seems box-looked.
i realize there are 0% of body shape.
the old comics and cartoons I drew looks like.. plain flat?
even the face doesn't have a shape!
(*chuckle*)

then later I drew this.

A bit better? no?
Haha.
Well all the stories I've drawn, I don't name them,
thats why I don't remember what the comic name is.
but the one on the top has a name.
Its called Century.
A girl who is nearly a century away from her original time.(...)
and the story goes on.

Later I drew this.

It all started out when I drew a model of a random character.
Then I started plotting out the story.

Any improvement?
(hahaah)

Then these are the latest drawings of my comics.

Much better than the first comics I drew?
Not so boxie anymore. (hahaha)

Latest Sketchings.

(*friendly tip* click on the image to see them bigger in size)

As you can see,
all of my drawings have no colour at all.
I suck at colouring,
If i had just stopped piano earlier,
and asked mum to register me to a art class,
I might have save a lot of energy drawing and drawing and drawing.
Now I envy people who does digital art.
I have no such knowledge as toning, shading, colour mixing.
Now i face problems drawing a background for my cartoons,
I have problems with colouring. Can you imagine??
I can't even colour.
while kids younger than me can colour well.

If I had just stopped piano earlier,
If I had just realize I love art.
If...
(*sigh)

I managed to get a tablet now.
I adore it a lot,
eventhough its the cheapest tablet you can find.
The quality isn't good,
but it was a start for me.
People my age can paint like a pro,
while I'm still at the newbie spot.

Digital artist i adore:
http://yaoilollipop7.deviantart.com/
http://flafly.deviantart.com/
http://rebornartist.deviantart.com/

D: i wish I could be like them...

Well, I'm still trying to improve. haha..
My latest digital piece.
I'm still not satisfied with it. ...

Its a fan art for AirGear,
the perspective of this comic is BRILLIANT.
I love how he draw the bird's eye view effect.
It was wonderful.
I couldn't draw like him.
Well I will continue to try though.
(*fighting)

Another digital piece I did recently.
It's inspired by TouHou.
I was trying to draw a background for it.
But I could think of anything,
each stroke to it seems to make it more messy,
so in the end I just drew the tiled ground.

Ahh... I want to improve..

JW