I have my own house now and working towards having investments as well. Being an adult sure is tiring.
Fed Xiao Hong and Belly, Belly seems to be having a good appetite today which is good. Its the monsoon season in Malaysia now, so he's very sensitive to the temperature he isnt able to digest his food quickly so he doesnt get very hungry. But today hes good. Xiao Hong as usual, the glutton she is.
Grabbed my new bag and head out to my car. Took a very unfortunate route to the swimming club to meet my family for dinner. Well its my fault for not being able to get used to driving and getting to places with my car i guess.
No no no... I have to stop myself there. I said i would be kinder to myself and not have overly achieving expectations for myself.
Rephrase!
It's the app's fault for not letting me choose a route with toll so it led me to a stupid small road of winding and narrow roads. I even got stuck behind a slow snail speed lorry carrying palm oil fruits.
Dinner was a little quieter than usual. For me I'm still in the anxiety of driving so I wasn't in such a talkative mood. Also I havent been doing much the whole day. Didn't feel like doing anything. I had so much on my mind like so many things i want to do but i have not done any.
I'm glad i was brave enough to head out alone to meet them for dinner tho. It made me feel a lot better. At least i didnt just sit at home all day doing nothing.
After we were done with dinner i wanted to sit a little longer with them to talk but dad was rushing to go home. His reason was that he didnt want me to drive home alone when the sky is dark again. Last night i left quite late to come home from L's place. It was a 20-30 minute drive in the rain. Was kind of scary as i cant really see the lines on the road and glare from the cars were not helping as well.
I tried to ask if they wanted to come over t hang out so i can talk to them a little longer. But as usual the original plans were eat and go home so nothing is going to change that. My family has always been like that flexibility is just not part of their daily lives. Well unless dad decides it. Duh.
Election is over and it feels like we're back to square 1. No party won enough to be the government so they are discussing. Makes me feel like efforts wasted. I was really hoping BN is out of the picture.. Thieves. in broad daylight. Now comes the next worse thing, to be led by religion as your government. We're fucked.
Came home put away some clothes - finally. Did the dishes too. Now what should I do next before my Sunday ends... Finished the season 3 of Demon Slayer anime. Freaking awesome, a little draggy but awesome graphics + animation.
I want to play video games but i'm afraid at the end of the game i'd feel like i wasted my time. I want to watch a show but can't settle on any. God im so restless. Pick something and get over it!
JW
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