Stuck in anxiety

I don't know why am i getting so restless.
I don't know why am I feeling so uncomfortable with nearly everything.
Usually i would go watch some movies.
Now i just end up downloading the movies and didn't even open them to watch.
I just leave it to download and go do some doodling drawings.

Everything i do doesn't feel right.
I don't know what's wrong.
...

JW

No i'm not the girls with flowers

The scent of honey.

and the personality of an angel.

I'm only being me.

I will change when conditions push me to.

I will remain unchanged when I feel its right.

Yes I am not alike as I should be.

Call me weird but I'm just.. perhaps..

Just different.

Comment as you please.

Taunt as you like.

Even it hurts me but I don't show.

Leave me.

Sitting with everyone.

But feeling alone.

What does this feeling define?

It seems like silence is the best friend i could have.

When i'm alone.

When i'm with everyone.

I feel terribly emo..

Why.

Depressing.

Stressful.

Tired.