"Fear is an emotion and It is also a choice"

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Sunday, November 18, 2012

18.11.12

My Sunday is coming to an end. Sadly..
School is gonna start. And i feel the pressure.
The pressure given by my parents. 
I can't sit still. I can't stand still.
To sit or to stand. I couldnt decide.

I was stuck with my decision.
I made the decision to not let us continue.
Yet he couldn't let go of me.
I don't know what to do.
Everytime I say no to him.
He will secretly cry and i will sure catch his tears falling off his face.
I don't know what else to do anymore.
I feel like the bad guy torturing him.
But.. stubbornness is a gift i have. I guess i will lean on that for strength to continue.

My teacher is going to give out our test 2 results for java tomorrow.
I'm very worried..I can't fail...very worried..
My parents say i don't look stress at all.
Unlike my sister. 
Well... they always forget an important thing..
an important fact..
I'm not my sister.
I don't show anything on my face.
I prefer to keep it. and worry alone.


Nice song that i recently fell in love with.
...

JW 

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