The new year..

I haven't been writing in here for awhile now.

(There's a reason of course!)

well... I wasn't having quite a good new year.

I mean.. the day where 12 am strikes and the year changes.

I cried it over the next night.

I realize that night.

I don't usually share my problems with others.

When i think that 'problem' of mine exceeds my pride of maturity.

It was a childish problem to me.

I realize when i hit this type of problems,

I won't go asking to talk to someone about it.

Is stupid.

Therefore, winry sadly sits there crying to herself.

I realize..

I choose to face my own sensitivity and stupidity,

than having others to share it with me.

I will feel even worse that way i guess.

I don't know. I haven't tried.

Some thing felt empty.

It's like.. Something was missing,

something was incomplete.

I don't really know what is it.

But this feeling sucks.

I felt a lot better when my mum was talking to me.

earlier in the morning.

she was talking about my sister then came across about me.

She says that both dad and she agrees i'm more intelligent.

it really cheered me up.

that incomplete feeling was gone just for that moment.

But it's kinda back right now.

Damn.. i really hate it.

anyway.

I was looking for something to do on the net.

Was really damn bored.

I really wish my school starts soon.

So that i have homework to do.

But another thing tells me to delay schooling.

Because I'm not really ready in facing making new friends.

Anyway. I can just keep thinking. 

Time ain't gonna obey me.

I saw the manga Dengeki Daisy.

I haven't read it since i broke up with that shit head.

(He F*CKING STOLE MY STUFF IN MY F*KING GAME!)

To think about it I'm damn pissed.

But then i just read over it again. 

And continued where i stopped.

Aww..

I really like this daisy guy in the person.

Actually his name is named after a bomb.

And mysterious stuff..=o=

I'm so tired to even continue reading.

It felt like its dragging itself.

And the happenings are predictable.

Is just that what kept as a mystery.

Is the only thing i can't predict.

Damn annoying it keeps dragging and dragging.

Like mum say I'm not a person that watches slow dramas.

guess mum's ALWAYS right. XD

When can I draw and digital paint beautifully i wonder... D:

Going to go out tomorrow.

(YES! FREE ME FROM THIS BORING MISERY!)

And I'm going to have to pick a nice gift for Xiao Hei.

She gave me something really precious today.

I'm going to bring it to wherever i go.

Thank you Xiao Hei~

and... COMICs... 

Check out my cute winryDove.

I'm getting so obsessed with my own avatar!

Can you imagine? XD

AND I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT HIM!

Be gone haters~ be gone.

JW