Just a word

A word to you.
You are already in a mental condition.
Are you looking down at our family?
Let me tell you,
you don't have anything that can be measured with us.
Save it.
We don't need to know.
And your obsession with your own children,
is going to cost them a lot.
Mark my words

Just look so filled in the outside,
but it's only a mask,
a shell,
to hide what's inside.

I'm not trying to make you angry,
I'm just letting you know,
stay away from my family,
leave them alone,
you mentally retard woman.
Because we owe you nothing,
nor you would have the rights to measure our level of content.
Keep your hateful remarks to your own sinful heart.

On the way to KTM today,
I saw couples around,
I felt... envy.
haha.
Thinking back about my first BF(which pretty sucks).
He really did spoil my first relationship in couples,
now I just fear that it will happen again.
And feeling fortunate, there wasn't anyone I'm really attached to.
But in another way of thinking,
this is really lonely.

"Guess i would be lonely too."

There was this boy i was really interested in now in college,
i saw him the first day,
I kinda got this feeling of liking him,
but then i get to see slight behaviour of him.
Then I thought it's just a sudden fresh feeling for me thats all,
its not that I really like him.
Anyway,
I can see that he likes talking to another girl too.
>>>Emo kid<<< here has nothing to compete.
I do act like a little kid,
I guess I won't be having a BF for a long time.
But..

"You can use the word Never for many things,
yet it can be replaced by words which makes things possible,
the words would be Not Yet."

Its not my time yet,
So i gotta hold on to my solitude for a little more.

He smiled at me today while talking to me,
I like his smile a lot.
Sweet,
but I know it's not going to be mine.
(I can see he's interested in another girl.)
He doesn't really talk to me if it's nothing important,
we don't really have anything to say too.

Haha~
It's fine.
*Thumbs up*
Yo~ I'm *fighting*!

Today the stupid train station switched lanes.
It changed a bit,
I was nearly lost.
I came out from a different lane,
And I got confused.
But then I realize it's just the train that matters,
the lane is still same,
Gotta pay attention to the idiot that talks on the speaker.


This happens when I'm new,
and alone in stupid situation like this.

=.=....

Malaysia..boleh.

I was so thirsty while waiting for the train.
And it was kind of late.
Ahh..
This is just making me so sick of taking trains.


-LOST ALONE-

Just by looking at those words,
just gave me the creeps.
I was imagining these words in my head when I was confused,
and not really sure where i was,
creepy.

Linkin Park's Given Up,
its a nice song. :D
I kinda really like it.
And the touhou has give me many inspiration
on different type of dressings,
and posture of cartoons to draw.

Here's an example,
I'm gonna add some contras in her,
when I have time later.

JW