My mind ain't running,
I'm really trying,
but yet here I'm humming,
humming this song saying loving,
loving you it is my darling.
What I'm trying to say is..
Ahem hem..
My finals are near,
and i need 50 marks and above to pass,
but with my own brain cells,
i can only get 47 in the first test.
Before the second test,
i got into a small fight with YH,
it made my mind blank,
my stomach goes into gastric condition.
When i was at college my friends even told me there was one of the chapter i focused a lot in,
won't be coming out in the writing part.
I was damn stunned.
I really hate that feeling... swt.
Anyway,
when i was at my lowest,
i heard my friends mumbling about plans later during the exam,
I heard them having various ideas.
It was tempting.
really tempting,
since i already have nothing to lose,
my brain was empty,
all that i've memorized is cleared off,
i decided to go with their PLans,
plan A, plan B, plan C.
:DD
Anyway, i lack of 50++ marks to pass my damn history,
i hope i can do it.
i really do. I dont wanna retake this shit subject,
its killling me,
3 months without calculus is already suffering.
i needed to calculate something,
i missed calculus. : (
I was trying to multi box a damn online game yesterday,
i failed,
the hack machines were overwritten by the Game Master,
all hacks are not working,
and none of my friends are playing,
its really hard to get stuff without back up.
and this happens when u can't multibox a game,
I mulit-computer. controlling 2 computers at a time,
it's really fun but mind torturing,
cuz sometimes i picked up the wrong mouse to the wrong computer and wondered for that 0.5 sec why didn't the cursor moved.
Well at least I still have a bunch of friends that i can depend on,
even that they are sometimes overwhelm by their playfulness.
This Are my 'brothers' for now.
Clockwise : Shen(GOD) , Guixian, Wuping, and me.
Though i still think that boys are more trust worthy than girls,
maybe it's because i've been betrayed way too many times by my 'girl best friends'
Maybe it's nature I'm a t the boy side,
Well I'm glad I can find 'brothers'. Being in the trustworthy zone,
It feels like... everything is alright.
I can't mix around much,
when you are like me and found a few friends,
whom you can trust,
and they don't bully you,
you won't ask for anything more.
I have totally no more feelings for dear butterfly,
my guiltiness has also passed,
Like GX said, butterfly is way too... weird!
My allregies are really a pain in the ass,
i can't eat this or that,
can't do this or do that,
feels like a freakin cage!
now i'm having inflamation on my lymph nodes on my neck,
and it's making my tongue numb again,
cuz of the dust when i was flipping through some old photo albums awhile ago.
Anyway, i pray I PASS MY HISTORY EXAM.
HIS251 C++
PLEASE!!!
JW
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