Sensitiveness is not a good tool.

I heard a buzz out of nowhere,
It suddenly brighten up my mood,
thinking it was you,
no i was wrong,
it wasn't my phone,
you're way too busy and tired to talk today..
I guess I should have seen this coming,

the promises before we started were a lie,
i knew it,
but I still forced myself to enter such danger waters.
I know I'm... stupid.
Sigh...

Feels sad,
but sad for nothing.
I couldn't find a reason to tell me why am I sad yet.
Haha..
Just wasted my time waiting for you.

I felt this before,
I felt it again,

You won't tell me your problems.
Am I that no dependable?
I felt left out,
transparent I am.

Oh my emo thoughts,
they just can't seem to leave me alone.

I just miss you..
Even I just saw you,
the moment we part,
I started to miss you,
emotions I have hard time to express.
Can you feel me?

JW