I heard a buzz out of nowhere,
It suddenly brighten up my mood,
thinking it was you,
no i was wrong,
it wasn't my phone,
you're way too busy and tired to talk today..
I guess I should have seen this coming,
the promises before we started were a lie,
i knew it,
but I still forced myself to enter such danger waters.
I know I'm... stupid.
Sigh...
Feels sad,
but sad for nothing.
I couldn't find a reason to tell me why am I sad yet.
Haha..
Just wasted my time waiting for you.
I felt this before,
I felt it again,
You won't tell me your problems.
Am I that no dependable?
I felt left out,
transparent I am.
Oh my emo thoughts,
they just can't seem to leave me alone.
I just miss you..
Even I just saw you,
the moment we part,
I started to miss you,
emotions I have hard time to express.
Can you feel me?
JW
Monday, July 16, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Welcome to pressure.
the clock is ticking,
My mind ain't running,
I'm really trying,
but yet here I'm humming,
humming this song saying loving,
loving you it is my darling.
What I'm trying to say is..
Ahem hem..
My finals are near,
and i need 50 marks and above to pass,
but with my own brain cells,
i can only get 47 in the first test.
Before the second test,
i got into a small fight with YH,
it made my mind blank,
my stomach goes into gastric condition.
When i was at college my friends even told me there was one of the chapter i focused a lot in,
won't be coming out in the writing part.
I was damn stunned.
I really hate that feeling... swt.
Anyway,
when i was at my lowest,
i heard my friends mumbling about plans later during the exam,
I heard them having various ideas.
It was tempting.
really tempting,
since i already have nothing to lose,
my brain was empty,
all that i've memorized is cleared off,
i decided to go with their PLans,
plan A, plan B, plan C.
:DD
Anyway, i lack of 50++ marks to pass my damn history,
i hope i can do it.
i really do. I dont wanna retake this shit subject,
its killling me,
3 months without calculus is already suffering.
i needed to calculate something,
i missed calculus. : (
I was trying to multi box a damn online game yesterday,
i failed,
the hack machines were overwritten by the Game Master,
all hacks are not working,
and none of my friends are playing,
its really hard to get stuff without back up.
and this happens when u can't multibox a game,
I mulit-computer. controlling 2 computers at a time,
it's really fun but mind torturing,
cuz sometimes i picked up the wrong mouse to the wrong computer and wondered for that 0.5 sec why didn't the cursor moved.
Well at least I still have a bunch of friends that i can depend on,
even that they are sometimes overwhelm by their playfulness.
This Are my 'brothers' for now.
Clockwise : Shen(GOD) , Guixian, Wuping, and me.
Though i still think that boys are more trust worthy than girls,
maybe it's because i've been betrayed way too many times by my 'girl best friends'
Maybe it's nature I'm a t the boy side,
Well I'm glad I can find 'brothers'. Being in the trustworthy zone,
It feels like... everything is alright.
I can't mix around much,
when you are like me and found a few friends,
whom you can trust,
and they don't bully you,
you won't ask for anything more.
I have totally no more feelings for dear butterfly,
my guiltiness has also passed,
Like GX said, butterfly is way too... weird!
My allregies are really a pain in the ass,
i can't eat this or that,
can't do this or do that,
feels like a freakin cage!
now i'm having inflamation on my lymph nodes on my neck,
and it's making my tongue numb again,
cuz of the dust when i was flipping through some old photo albums awhile ago.
Anyway, i pray I PASS MY HISTORY EXAM.
HIS251 C++
PLEASE!!!
JW
My mind ain't running,
I'm really trying,
but yet here I'm humming,
humming this song saying loving,
loving you it is my darling.
What I'm trying to say is..
Ahem hem..
My finals are near,
and i need 50 marks and above to pass,
but with my own brain cells,
i can only get 47 in the first test.
Before the second test,
i got into a small fight with YH,
it made my mind blank,
my stomach goes into gastric condition.
When i was at college my friends even told me there was one of the chapter i focused a lot in,
won't be coming out in the writing part.
I was damn stunned.
I really hate that feeling... swt.
Anyway,
when i was at my lowest,
i heard my friends mumbling about plans later during the exam,
I heard them having various ideas.
It was tempting.
really tempting,
since i already have nothing to lose,
my brain was empty,
all that i've memorized is cleared off,
i decided to go with their PLans,
plan A, plan B, plan C.
:DD
Anyway, i lack of 50++ marks to pass my damn history,
i hope i can do it.
i really do. I dont wanna retake this shit subject,
its killling me,
3 months without calculus is already suffering.
i needed to calculate something,
i missed calculus. : (
I was trying to multi box a damn online game yesterday,
i failed,
the hack machines were overwritten by the Game Master,
all hacks are not working,
and none of my friends are playing,
its really hard to get stuff without back up.
and this happens when u can't multibox a game,
I mulit-computer. controlling 2 computers at a time,
it's really fun but mind torturing,
cuz sometimes i picked up the wrong mouse to the wrong computer and wondered for that 0.5 sec why didn't the cursor moved.
Well at least I still have a bunch of friends that i can depend on,
even that they are sometimes overwhelm by their playfulness.
This Are my 'brothers' for now.
Clockwise : Shen(GOD) , Guixian, Wuping, and me.
Though i still think that boys are more trust worthy than girls,
maybe it's because i've been betrayed way too many times by my 'girl best friends'
Maybe it's nature I'm a t the boy side,
Well I'm glad I can find 'brothers'. Being in the trustworthy zone,
It feels like... everything is alright.
I can't mix around much,
when you are like me and found a few friends,
whom you can trust,
and they don't bully you,
you won't ask for anything more.
I have totally no more feelings for dear butterfly,
my guiltiness has also passed,
Like GX said, butterfly is way too... weird!
My allregies are really a pain in the ass,
i can't eat this or that,
can't do this or do that,
feels like a freakin cage!
now i'm having inflamation on my lymph nodes on my neck,
and it's making my tongue numb again,
cuz of the dust when i was flipping through some old photo albums awhile ago.
Anyway, i pray I PASS MY HISTORY EXAM.
HIS251 C++
PLEASE!!!
JW
Monday, July 2, 2012
Trying to get closer.
Girl :Time together is just never quite enough..
Boy :When you and I are alone, I never felt a way home.
Girl :What will it make to break this hint of love,
Boy :We need time, only time.
Girl :When we're apart what are you thinking of?
Boy :It this is what i call home, why do I feel so alone.
Girl :So darling tell me do you wish we fall in love,
Boy :All the time, all the time.
When there came a chance,
i would sing this melody to you.
"So darling tell me do you wish we fall in love~"
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