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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

18.5.2011 11.53pm

Fuuuuu~
I dreamt about KS today when i was taking my afternoon nap.
o.O
It was a bit awkward thinking about the dream right now.
But when I was in the dream with him,
it felt like...
happy?
comfortable?

Ahh.. I don't know.
I just like the feeling being so near him
But he... It.. ahhh...
Too embarrassed to talk about what happen in the dream.
Anyway! I can't believe I could think of us being like that!
T,T
I'm really mentally sick I think.
Swt..
Well at least it's not with that dung bag with sissy mind.
Anyway, I recently think that KS is better looking.
I told SY about it, she say no no no no no! don't fall in the trap again.
Not leng zai not leng zai!

XD

Well there's another love problem for my sis.
XD
She's going to overseas to study, soon.
But then she got too close to a weird guy.
That weird guy.. Says he might maybe falling in love with her.
And he doesn't want to have a GF, says he.
He say he's afraid he might do something in the future that will cause trouble for his GF>
My sis.. she likes him alright,
very straight forward! it's like "I LIKE YOU" is written all over her damn face.
XD But i guess he doesn't know.
Or if he does knows, he might very-possibly-pretend not to know.
Well it's hard for my sis to smile and say indirectly, yea I don't have feelings for you.
While he says he need to control their distance because they might get into a different level of relationship.
But he just kept spending time with my sis, finding chances to go out with her,
hang out with her, play with her, or just to see her.

Well I actually predicted this will happen to her.
Because before this happened,
They were having too much studies together,
seeing each other too long and too many times.
Damn.. You guys are humans!
What ya think?
You're made of flesh and bones,
you have feelings, YOU ARE HUMAN!
Of course you guys will fall for each other easily damn it.
pity..

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