Her name is Jamie Lostein.
Weird... name..
=.=
I commented on her page today.
I thought she was Indonesian.
But ending up asking if she's a Malaysian.
XD
And.. surprisingly =.=
She is a malaysian.
ahh.. so weird. she definitely don't look like one.
Just a malay girl.
And I was reading ZE's blog awhile ago.
Out of curiosity what would she write in there.
I remember the last time I read,
there was a load of crappy conversations in there.
I mean. =.= do you actually remember every line of your conversation with others?
I don't even want to read 'em!
It was like :
-start-
Noob: hey are you stupid?
Stupid: No! are you noob?
Noob: no! stupid!
Stupid: yes!
Noob: NO!
-end-
=.=
who reads em?
I wouldn't. =.= honestly.
I was thinking about something these days.
Am I... intimidating?
... Hopefully yes.. and hopefully no.
haha
Because..
after reading ZE's blog.
I feel like confronting her if anything in her blog of her life is true.
Like a good BF having fancy cars.
And auditioning in some place.
And the weird weird names of people she knows in her blog.
If it was true..
I said. IF!
where are the pictures?
dancers love taking pictures.
they love to hang out with friends a lot.
then there comes the pictures and funny videos.
WHERE ARE THEY?
but i better keep my mouth shut and ignore this fantasy dreamer.
although it really bugs me to scold her in the face sometimes.
live your life.
why create a fantasy that doesn't exists.
ignorant.
we don't even know how big the world is yet.
and yet you sit there writing stories that seem true/untrue.
I mean.. Everyone has their own fantasy. Yes,
I, myself.
Love to make my hair like the characters in japanese cartoons I watch and mangas i read.
But always fail to do so.
But these are real.
I love to pretend I'm up in the stage with billions of fans enjoying my singing.
And I make theater actions and poses where the crowd goes wild under my feet.
holding my plastic bottle of water as a microphone.
I love to act as I'm very bossy.
I act classy.
I play cool.
My fantasies.
I don't make stories of my life if they aren't true.
Wake up ZE. Before you cross the line and piss me off.
AGAIN.
Gah...
I feel like slapping her and screaming WAKE UP sometimes.
I'm suffering from insomnia.
I can't stay asleep these days.
Even if I tried to sleep.
I lie down on my bed waiting.
Then my allergies attacks occur.
It gets worse the longer time it took to sleep.
...
Someone help.
I don't know what to do to make me sleep.
I'm taking way too much doses of my medicine.
Year after year its just medicine and medicine.
My kidney's gonna rot some day.
*sigh*
2001-2006 : Eczema + Allergy
2007-2010 : Allergy + Partial eczema
2011 : Allergy + Insomnia + Partial eczema
=.= ...
Save me.
I'm drowning in my own medicine.
Help me.
I'm innocent.
I can't eat sea food.
Prawns... Or my allergy attacks.
Some time of river fishes.
I have to be so careful while eating.
I can't let any sauce touch the sides of lips.
Or they'd crack and it really hurts.
Well at least..
I don't imagine I can draw well.
I can draw at least 1/2 of perfect drawing (as manga drawings in poster form) I hope.
I want a tablet... Oh god.. I want one. PLEASE...
I'm gonna get lead poisoning soon if I don't get a tablet fast.
Every time my hands go all black after drawing.
=.=
Editing Pictures Are so Fun.
JW
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