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Monday, January 10, 2011

We were friends then, why enemies now...

We were so good friends last time, we shared the same laugh, I help you when you're in trouble, you help me out in homework. I make funny jokes and you laugh, you accompany me when I'm lonely. You always stood on my side of my opinion.

What happened now? What happened to you?
What did I do?

You get me in trouble as you pleased, act like nothing happened. You're enjoying this?
You try to ignore my presence, what? huh?

Well that's enough. It's time you get your pay back.
Cancer horoscopes are shy beings, many people who didn't even get to know me yet already thinks I'm a very fierce person.
But I'm deeply, a shy person. It's just that during form 1, many who picks on me.

I started acting wild.
Then, once they leave me alone, I started to act funky, fun.
And also,

''DON'T F*CK WITH ME! I BITE!''

It's quite wonderful being that way. Many started to fear me and not picking me as a victim of bully.

heh heh...

Actually eversince that day I started acting looney and shouting at anyone who got too close to me, I kind of started to develope this... 'fierce face'.
Which I don't really think I own though, my sister's friends mostly asked her if she's afraid of me.

Well that was what my sister told me, so I'm not sure if it's true. haha..

Many of my schoolmates thinks I'm acting cool. Which really suits me.
Some people even started a secret fan club for me. =.= which I never ever thought it'll happen in real life,
all I thought of secret fan clubs are either in Japan's animes or Japan schools.

How did I know of this fan club?
Haha.. that was funny.
You see, I lost my post in a club I'm in, and that particular post was given to another girl younger than me. Which really wasn't fair.
Deep inside since that day I felt really angry, it wasn't right.

But after a few days, a friend of mine dragged me into the boy's toilet.
He said that there is something that I needed to see myself.
It wasn't really weird for me to enter the boy's toilet, cause I even changed in there b4 when the girl's toilet is locked. Mostly a friend of mine will be outide guarding.

He pushed me into the last toilet of that restroom and ask me to close the door and look for myself.
I just closed the door as he said and there were big black messy words on the door.
I saw my full name written the biggest first,

First, I thought it was someone who wanted to insult me like other girls in my school whose names got written on the back of the girl's toilet doors.
Then I continued to read and it wasn't an insult.
It was a warning message to the girl who took my post away.
Lastly it said, from Wong Jia Wen's secret fan club.
LOL. They spelled the secret wrongly, whoever that is.

I wanted to thank him. Or her. Mostly a boy, girls don't go in to the boy's toilet much.
I took a picture of the door. It's saved in my memory of my computer equipment somewhere. [will never be specific about things where I save important things]

I wonder if I'd want to post it up. HAHA. It's really cool.
Cool to be thinking someone or some people who are admiring me. Secretly... haha..=D better than nothing though.

Now students in my school thinks I'm some kind of TomBoy or whatever.
Doesn't really matter. They know I'm different I guess.
What I hated is. There are still boys who likes to pinch my face while saying,

''AWWW~~ You're so cute~~''

=.= kind of annoying.
Don't really like people touching me, I get that...insecure feeling.
Then I will start to get nuts and treat that person really mean.
Automatically..

Well as for this person I talked bout in the starting of this blog,
you're payment is coming right up, I have many patience, but they can always be used up.

YOU'RE DEAD. Don't cry oo~~ I won't be holding back.


Do wait for you're pay back. You'll really get it well. =D wait wait wait for it.......
Don't think that I'm really nice to be pushed around like a lost puppy.
It's a Devil Puppy you're playing with. heh heh~~

Don't run too, which I'm sure you won't. You push responsibily to people, you like it eh?


Don't run don't run~
Only cowards will get that done~
You peice of turd you'll really get it hunn~
It's just getting started so don't spoil the fun~

=] smiley~~

-Signed: JW-

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