Sunday, January 30, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
Collection of most 自恋照
2010 gone?
2010 gone?
2010 gone?
2010 gone?
2010 gone? - JW -
Welcome 2011!
Welcome 2011!
Welcome 2011!
Welcome 2011!
Welcome 2011!
- JW -
I wanted to tell you personally about my oral stuff.
But it seems you were so busy,
So I kept it here,
haha. Hope you will read it =D
There were so many things I wanted to tell you...
But almost everytime I tell you about something from my point of view.
You don't seemed to be most interested.
Then tell me don't think so much,
''Just think of me more or think how to 'tam' me also better larh.''
... ...
Maybe to you everything I think of in my point of view is just...
Not suitable of your way of thinking.
I want to tell you now that...
I... might not be able to go to the same place you study,
everytime thinking about this just makes me sad.
I might leave early.
I'm afraid to face it.
I keep myself as busy as possible.
If you read this, just tell me how should I think la har..
haha...
I love you.
But it seems you were so busy,
So I kept it here,
haha. Hope you will read it =D
There were so many things I wanted to tell you...
But almost everytime I tell you about something from my point of view.
You don't seemed to be most interested.
Then tell me don't think so much,
''Just think of me more or think how to 'tam' me also better larh.''
... ...
Maybe to you everything I think of in my point of view is just...
Not suitable of your way of thinking.
I want to tell you now that...
I... might not be able to go to the same place you study,
everytime thinking about this just makes me sad.
I might leave early.
I'm afraid to face it.
I keep myself as busy as possible.
If you read this, just tell me how should I think la har..
haha...
I love you.
Ƥαʏмɛит Иʋмвɛя Ѳиɛ αccσмρℓιƨнɛ∂
We got a a bit last minute freak-out thingy for our English oral stuff.
So as what I expected, last minute freak-out shit head came to ask me 'nicely' as what part shall he play.
I stare at him like an idiot for awhile.
I didn't know what part can he possibly play.
Because he kinda made it clear that he doesn't want to contribute anything in this drama.
Then I took out some of the situation describing text out for him.
He needs to read it as fast as he could after our dialog.
Too bad.
We actually forgotten about him.
My group went carrying on.
We were all in stage fright, and I won't stop the whole performance just because we skipped you.
Anyway,
We actually waited for him to read at the front of the show,
He didn't read anything,
I remember I told YH very well after our second dialog,
He have to smile like an idiot and stop there to wait for that shit head to read his text.
He didn't read anything!
Now I remembered.
He made us wait for him and he still gave me that 'you did this on purpose' look.
It was damn annoying to see his look.
Lucky for me I stayed calm and thought of the next text,
I told YH to continue,
LUCKY he was still with me, no drifting away in his dreams.
After that it all went Okay for 'no practicing at all and straight to the stage' performance.
The teacher even praised me, good work.
XD
Yea~~
I was still curious how teacher knew that I was leading everything,
Putting everything into place.
Getting the text ready,
thinking of whose character's personality fits on,
Changing the dialog ways of reading it without changing the meaning,
Even typing out how should the character feel when saying that text.
Teacher actually made that shit head be the leader of the group.
But I was worried about my oral stuff more than him.
I asked him nicely if we should start to work on it.
He just ignored everything I said.
Now he has to re-do his oral test,
because he didn't say anything on the stage.
Phew...
I was so nervous I didn't realize what was my oral marks when teacher asked me to sign the papers.
I hope it's not bad.
=D first pay back~ dai sei ahh cb~
I wonder when is the next ehh? =D
If you ever try to make me look bad.
I'll just straight ask you in the face what is your problem.
Don't think I'm afraid.
I'm not. This is anger.. RRRRRRRrrrrrrrr~
Gackt
Asians rule
So as what I expected, last minute freak-out shit head came to ask me 'nicely' as what part shall he play.
I stare at him like an idiot for awhile.
I didn't know what part can he possibly play.
Because he kinda made it clear that he doesn't want to contribute anything in this drama.
Then I took out some of the situation describing text out for him.
He needs to read it as fast as he could after our dialog.
Too bad.
We actually forgotten about him.
My group went carrying on.
We were all in stage fright, and I won't stop the whole performance just because we skipped you.
Anyway,
We actually waited for him to read at the front of the show,
He didn't read anything,
I remember I told YH very well after our second dialog,
He have to smile like an idiot and stop there to wait for that shit head to read his text.
He didn't read anything!
Now I remembered.
He made us wait for him and he still gave me that 'you did this on purpose' look.
It was damn annoying to see his look.
Lucky for me I stayed calm and thought of the next text,
I told YH to continue,
LUCKY he was still with me, no drifting away in his dreams.
After that it all went Okay for 'no practicing at all and straight to the stage' performance.
The teacher even praised me, good work.
XD
Yea~~
I was still curious how teacher knew that I was leading everything,
Putting everything into place.
Getting the text ready,
thinking of whose character's personality fits on,
Changing the dialog ways of reading it without changing the meaning,
Even typing out how should the character feel when saying that text.
Teacher actually made that shit head be the leader of the group.
But I was worried about my oral stuff more than him.
I asked him nicely if we should start to work on it.
He just ignored everything I said.
Now he has to re-do his oral test,
because he didn't say anything on the stage.
Phew...
I was so nervous I didn't realize what was my oral marks when teacher asked me to sign the papers.
I hope it's not bad.
=D first pay back~ dai sei ahh cb~
I wonder when is the next ehh? =D
If you ever try to make me look bad.
I'll just straight ask you in the face what is your problem.
Don't think I'm afraid.
I'm not. This is anger.. RRRRRRRrrrrrrrr~
As the sky fall down,
May you never survive it.
Gackt
Asians rule
- Signed: JW -
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
ĴΔИ 12 Ħɛαят Ƨσғтɛи
Just mixing with them again really makes me think if I'm really right about how bad they are..
Feels really weird... Something is not right.
Is it me? Haha...
Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks.
There's been a lot of work to do at school.
Well it always had been busy days.
But I used to copy other's homework.
So now I'm doing them all myself. Quite impressed by myself.
I'm still lazy, but better. =]
So much work to do and yet I'm here still blogging.
haha...
I just feel like filling up my blog page.
It is 2011 already anyway.
I'm going to be 17 by July. =D
I'm also noticing. I'm getting really wore out.
Always sleepy but can't sleep.
That's very bad. Haha...
My sister is leaving house by August to the United States for her studies.
Hope I won't miss her too much then. T.T
☻
I wish her all the best for her studies.
I'm preparing this oral work recently.
When I asked about what to do how do you want it to be to that shit head,
He just said.
You do la you do la.
Now last minute. He gan jeong.
Keep goin around asking me and CL what part does he play?
Too bad, you're the leader, when it came to your concern when I'm asking?
Such a loser he is.
Disgusting.
Well gotta run~
Feels really weird... Something is not right.
Is it me? Haha...
Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks.
There's been a lot of work to do at school.
Well it always had been busy days.
But I used to copy other's homework.
So now I'm doing them all myself. Quite impressed by myself.
I'm still lazy, but better. =]
So much work to do and yet I'm here still blogging.
haha...
I just feel like filling up my blog page.
It is 2011 already anyway.
I'm going to be 17 by July. =D
I'm also noticing. I'm getting really wore out.
Always sleepy but can't sleep.
That's very bad. Haha...
My sister is leaving house by August to the United States for her studies.
Hope I won't miss her too much then. T.T
☻
I wish her all the best for her studies.
I'm preparing this oral work recently.
When I asked about what to do how do you want it to be to that shit head,
He just said.
You do la you do la.
Now last minute. He gan jeong.
Keep goin around asking me and CL what part does he play?
Too bad, you're the leader, when it came to your concern when I'm asking?
Such a loser he is.
Disgusting.
Well gotta run~
- Signed: JW -
Monday, January 10, 2011
We were friends then, why enemies now...
We were so good friends last time, we shared the same laugh, I help you when you're in trouble, you help me out in homework. I make funny jokes and you laugh, you accompany me when I'm lonely. You always stood on my side of my opinion.
What happened now? What happened to you?
What did I do?
You get me in trouble as you pleased, act like nothing happened. You're enjoying this?
You try to ignore my presence, what? huh?
Well that's enough. It's time you get your pay back.
Cancer horoscopes are shy beings, many people who didn't even get to know me yet already thinks I'm a very fierce person.
But I'm deeply, a shy person. It's just that during form 1, many who picks on me.
I started acting wild.
Then, once they leave me alone, I started to act funky, fun.
And also,
''DON'T F*CK WITH ME! I BITE!''
It's quite wonderful being that way. Many started to fear me and not picking me as a victim of bully.
heh heh...
Actually eversince that day I started acting looney and shouting at anyone who got too close to me, I kind of started to develope this... 'fierce face'.
Which I don't really think I own though, my sister's friends mostly asked her if she's afraid of me.
Well that was what my sister told me, so I'm not sure if it's true. haha..
Many of my schoolmates thinks I'm acting cool. Which really suits me.
Some people even started a secret fan club for me. =.= which I never ever thought it'll happen in real life,
all I thought of secret fan clubs are either in Japan's animes or Japan schools.
How did I know of this fan club?
Haha.. that was funny.
You see, I lost my post in a club I'm in, and that particular post was given to another girl younger than me. Which really wasn't fair.
Deep inside since that day I felt really angry, it wasn't right.
But after a few days, a friend of mine dragged me into the boy's toilet.
He said that there is something that I needed to see myself.
It wasn't really weird for me to enter the boy's toilet, cause I even changed in there b4 when the girl's toilet is locked. Mostly a friend of mine will be outide guarding.
He pushed me into the last toilet of that restroom and ask me to close the door and look for myself.
I just closed the door as he said and there were big black messy words on the door.
I saw my full name written the biggest first,
First, I thought it was someone who wanted to insult me like other girls in my school whose names got written on the back of the girl's toilet doors.
Then I continued to read and it wasn't an insult.
It was a warning message to the girl who took my post away.
Lastly it said, from Wong Jia Wen's secret fan club.
LOL. They spelled the secret wrongly, whoever that is.
I wanted to thank him. Or her. Mostly a boy, girls don't go in to the boy's toilet much.
I took a picture of the door. It's saved in my memory of my computer equipment somewhere. [will never be specific about things where I save important things]
I wonder if I'd want to post it up. HAHA. It's really cool.
Cool to be thinking someone or some people who are admiring me. Secretly... haha..=D better than nothing though.
Now students in my school thinks I'm some kind of TomBoy or whatever.
Doesn't really matter. They know I'm different I guess.
What I hated is. There are still boys who likes to pinch my face while saying,
''AWWW~~ You're so cute~~''
=.= kind of annoying.
Don't really like people touching me, I get that...insecure feeling.
Then I will start to get nuts and treat that person really mean.
Automatically..
Well as for this person I talked bout in the starting of this blog,
you're payment is coming right up, I have many patience, but they can always be used up.
YOU'RE DEAD. Don't cry oo~~ I won't be holding back.
Do wait for you're pay back. You'll really get it well. =D wait wait wait for it.......
Don't think that I'm really nice to be pushed around like a lost puppy.
It's a Devil Puppy you're playing with. heh heh~~
Don't run too, which I'm sure you won't. You push responsibily to people, you like it eh?
Don't run don't run~
Only cowards will get that done~
You peice of turd you'll really get it hunn~
It's just getting started so don't spoil the fun~
=] smiley~~
What happened now? What happened to you?
What did I do?
You get me in trouble as you pleased, act like nothing happened. You're enjoying this?
You try to ignore my presence, what? huh?
Well that's enough. It's time you get your pay back.
Cancer horoscopes are shy beings, many people who didn't even get to know me yet already thinks I'm a very fierce person.
But I'm deeply, a shy person. It's just that during form 1, many who picks on me.
I started acting wild.
Then, once they leave me alone, I started to act funky, fun.
And also,
''DON'T F*CK WITH ME! I BITE!''
It's quite wonderful being that way. Many started to fear me and not picking me as a victim of bully.
heh heh...
Actually eversince that day I started acting looney and shouting at anyone who got too close to me, I kind of started to develope this... 'fierce face'.
Which I don't really think I own though, my sister's friends mostly asked her if she's afraid of me.
Well that was what my sister told me, so I'm not sure if it's true. haha..
Many of my schoolmates thinks I'm acting cool. Which really suits me.
Some people even started a secret fan club for me. =.= which I never ever thought it'll happen in real life,
all I thought of secret fan clubs are either in Japan's animes or Japan schools.
How did I know of this fan club?
Haha.. that was funny.
You see, I lost my post in a club I'm in, and that particular post was given to another girl younger than me. Which really wasn't fair.
Deep inside since that day I felt really angry, it wasn't right.
But after a few days, a friend of mine dragged me into the boy's toilet.
He said that there is something that I needed to see myself.
It wasn't really weird for me to enter the boy's toilet, cause I even changed in there b4 when the girl's toilet is locked. Mostly a friend of mine will be outide guarding.
He pushed me into the last toilet of that restroom and ask me to close the door and look for myself.
I just closed the door as he said and there were big black messy words on the door.
I saw my full name written the biggest first,
First, I thought it was someone who wanted to insult me like other girls in my school whose names got written on the back of the girl's toilet doors.
Then I continued to read and it wasn't an insult.
It was a warning message to the girl who took my post away.
Lastly it said, from Wong Jia Wen's secret fan club.
LOL. They spelled the secret wrongly, whoever that is.
I wanted to thank him. Or her. Mostly a boy, girls don't go in to the boy's toilet much.
I took a picture of the door. It's saved in my memory of my computer equipment somewhere. [will never be specific about things where I save important things]
I wonder if I'd want to post it up. HAHA. It's really cool.
Cool to be thinking someone or some people who are admiring me. Secretly... haha..=D better than nothing though.
Now students in my school thinks I'm some kind of TomBoy or whatever.
Doesn't really matter. They know I'm different I guess.
What I hated is. There are still boys who likes to pinch my face while saying,
''AWWW~~ You're so cute~~''
=.= kind of annoying.
Don't really like people touching me, I get that...insecure feeling.
Then I will start to get nuts and treat that person really mean.
Automatically..
Well as for this person I talked bout in the starting of this blog,
you're payment is coming right up, I have many patience, but they can always be used up.
YOU'RE DEAD. Don't cry oo~~ I won't be holding back.
Do wait for you're pay back. You'll really get it well. =D wait wait wait for it.......
Don't think that I'm really nice to be pushed around like a lost puppy.
It's a Devil Puppy you're playing with. heh heh~~
Don't run too, which I'm sure you won't. You push responsibily to people, you like it eh?
Don't run don't run~
Only cowards will get that done~
You peice of turd you'll really get it hunn~
It's just getting started so don't spoil the fun~
=] smiley~~
-Signed: JW-
Friends.. seems like nothing..
I was wondering what are friends for.
Because the 'friends' that I mix with are literaly like nothing.
It was like they're just there to show.
It's been nearly 3 years to 4 years I've known them,
But suddenly it all seemed like.. they're not the people I once known.
It's very scary as time passes and the time spent together is like nothing ever happened.
I've done something to cheer me up lately. XD
But if Daisy knows, he sure say that why am I stirring up unwanted trouble.
You see, I found out that I'm quite sensitive towards Daisy's ex, i wonder why. She doesn't look nice, not to me, but many boys in FB says she's very cute la, very beautiful la. Hum hum~~ I wonder if it''s only me who can't see her 'beauty'.
Well lately, I went to FB and was looking through my pictures, suddenly a very familiar plush toy pic popped up beside my screen. It looked exactly like the one Daisy gave to me. His pig plush toy. I clicked on the pic.
To my supprise I suddenly entered Daisy's ex photo album, there were a few pictured that made my heart pound really hard. One is in his room of her hugging 2 soft toys of his. Then one the pig, labbled 'my daugther', then the monkey soft toy, labbled 'my son'.
I wonder why I got so... angry...hyper...maniac thingy. Weird...weird...weird.
It just made me hate her more.
Just for a plain reason, she is his ex. And this photos are not even suppose to be there anymore.
Get over him and delete these pictures that doesn't exsists.
Another thing i realize, If I can't get what I wanted, I will surely try to get rid of what is hurting me,
delete you from my life. Anything related, gone, all gone. I give up. Scary...
Well I've saved one of her most ýong sui' pic that I think.
I edited it too. XD XD
It made me laugh the most.
In fact when I show it to my brother and sister, they laughed like nuts!
XDDDDDD
I made her eye bags go bigger, I made her hair above her mouth more visible, I made her have frackles. XDDDDDDD And she look sooooooooo funny!!!
I wonder if i want to post it in my blog. hmmmm.... I wonder what will she do is she sees it. XD
Maybe ask her bunch of boy type friends in her stupid facebook to help her 'gau tim' me. haha...
Well her ugliness manage to cheer me up. haha.
The words I placed under her face in the picture is more absurd, I wrote:
"Congratulate me, I have won the biggest so hai of the year,"
No doubt, I've grew meaner than i used to be. XD
Welllll~~ meantime, I was also busying helping my sis to clear off some "bugs" disturbing her.
The girl is Suxin or something, I told my sis she is trouble from the first time I saw her, she wouldnt listen to me. Now she got hurt by this stupid girl.
I manage to chase her off my sister's head I think. She even deleted my comment to her that meant to make her look bad, bwahahahahahhahah~!! Serves you right you idiot.
I like her, she's afraid of me, it's like I'm the cat she's the mouse,
If she really understands english, I wonder if she will get back at me after reading this,
I will surely be waiting here, come and get me you lowly turd-like-treated rat.
I'm waiting here~~ muacks~
Because the 'friends' that I mix with are literaly like nothing.
It was like they're just there to show.
It's been nearly 3 years to 4 years I've known them,
But suddenly it all seemed like.. they're not the people I once known.
It's very scary as time passes and the time spent together is like nothing ever happened.
I've done something to cheer me up lately. XD
But if Daisy knows, he sure say that why am I stirring up unwanted trouble.
You see, I found out that I'm quite sensitive towards Daisy's ex, i wonder why. She doesn't look nice, not to me, but many boys in FB says she's very cute la, very beautiful la. Hum hum~~ I wonder if it''s only me who can't see her 'beauty'.
Well lately, I went to FB and was looking through my pictures, suddenly a very familiar plush toy pic popped up beside my screen. It looked exactly like the one Daisy gave to me. His pig plush toy. I clicked on the pic.
To my supprise I suddenly entered Daisy's ex photo album, there were a few pictured that made my heart pound really hard. One is in his room of her hugging 2 soft toys of his. Then one the pig, labbled 'my daugther', then the monkey soft toy, labbled 'my son'.
I wonder why I got so... angry...hyper...maniac thingy. Weird...weird...weird.
It just made me hate her more.
Just for a plain reason, she is his ex. And this photos are not even suppose to be there anymore.
Get over him and delete these pictures that doesn't exsists.
Another thing i realize, If I can't get what I wanted, I will surely try to get rid of what is hurting me,
delete you from my life. Anything related, gone, all gone. I give up. Scary...
Well I've saved one of her most ýong sui' pic that I think.
I edited it too. XD XD
It made me laugh the most.
In fact when I show it to my brother and sister, they laughed like nuts!
XDDDDDD
I made her eye bags go bigger, I made her hair above her mouth more visible, I made her have frackles. XDDDDDDD And she look sooooooooo funny!!!
I wonder if i want to post it in my blog. hmmmm.... I wonder what will she do is she sees it. XD
Maybe ask her bunch of boy type friends in her stupid facebook to help her 'gau tim' me. haha...
Well her ugliness manage to cheer me up. haha.
The words I placed under her face in the picture is more absurd, I wrote:
"Congratulate me, I have won the biggest so hai of the year,"
No doubt, I've grew meaner than i used to be. XD
Welllll~~ meantime, I was also busying helping my sis to clear off some "bugs" disturbing her.
The girl is Suxin or something, I told my sis she is trouble from the first time I saw her, she wouldnt listen to me. Now she got hurt by this stupid girl.
I manage to chase her off my sister's head I think. She even deleted my comment to her that meant to make her look bad, bwahahahahahhahah~!! Serves you right you idiot.
I like her, she's afraid of me, it's like I'm the cat she's the mouse,
If she really understands english, I wonder if she will get back at me after reading this,
I will surely be waiting here, come and get me you lowly turd-like-treated rat.
I'm waiting here~~ muacks~
-Signed: JW-
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Will it turn out the way I wanted
I guess... My play time's over.. haha~
I've been fooling around with my studies last year,
I wonder if I could throw that laziness away this year,
Well I guess I really have to, if not I won't be able to go to college like what I dreamt.
I would suck to start working at young age while others are busy studying. I hate that feeling.
I gave up a precious object so that I could concentrate hard on studies more.
Hopefully it paid off.
I'm afraid.
I'm really scared.
What if it doesn't turn out the way I wanted.
I do hope he will be still there with me as I push on.
He's busy lately. Studying for his exams.
If I could do last minute studies I really want to. But I'm trying to push myself to study after every chapter is taught.
Maybe It might be better this way.
I cannot study last minute, it's useless for me.
Discipline Jia wen... DISCIPLINE.
That's what I lack.
Work hard Jia wen. Work hard.. You can do it if you want to.
Lets hope it goes this way.
I've been fooling around with my studies last year,
I wonder if I could throw that laziness away this year,
Well I guess I really have to, if not I won't be able to go to college like what I dreamt.
I would suck to start working at young age while others are busy studying. I hate that feeling.
I gave up a precious object so that I could concentrate hard on studies more.
Hopefully it paid off.
I'm afraid.
I'm really scared.
What if it doesn't turn out the way I wanted.
I do hope he will be still there with me as I push on.
He's busy lately. Studying for his exams.
If I could do last minute studies I really want to. But I'm trying to push myself to study after every chapter is taught.
Maybe It might be better this way.
I cannot study last minute, it's useless for me.
Discipline Jia wen... DISCIPLINE.
That's what I lack.
Work hard Jia wen. Work hard.. You can do it if you want to.
Lets hope it goes this way.
-Signed: JW-
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