The people I loved before I now hate.
The love I once gave to them they don't appreciate.
When I stopped the love given to them.
They turn around and do all sorts of things to get my heart back.
It's so heart sickening.
Why didn't they just appreciate me and I don't cry to much then?
Why make me go through so much mental stress?
Why make me cry myself to sleep?
Why make me cry fighting with them?
Why make me remember the sick memories with them?
And the people I love.
They either don't know it,
pretend not to know,
distance away from me,
or ignore it.
It's so stressful.
I just sometimes hope I'm like a zombie without feelings,
just as one of my friend once said.
it's just so heart sickening.
And I'm now crying alone in front of my laptop.
With my damp fingers tapping on this keyboard..
Technology you're always.. always the only one with me.
And lastly..
Why am i always the only one that walks alone behind the crowd.
I just want to smile like i really mean to.
JW
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