"Fear is an emotion and It is also a choice"

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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

15 Ɖɛc Ɯтн? αиσтнɛя вα∂ ∂яɛαм? =ω=

What I held in my hands is my beloved school bag. Its nothing special. Just a cloth old looking bag. Which I like a lot. Still trembling from what happen. I was all wet and soggy. my bag was too. My remaining friends gathered around me.They still think it's a joke of what happened at back at the old looking.. wooden.. kind of french looking restaurant. But I was feeling rather scared. 

Well I can't really remembered what was so important I was trying to protect. Protecting it from being taken away from someone. Being betrayed. That was all I remembered. But nothing more.
 

I was kinda one of my friend's birthday. Xiao Hei's birthday I think. She wanted to celebrate it in a old looking place. She says its more fun. But that place looks rather torn down. The kitchen ovens were old and dirty. The surrounding is all.. basically.. OLD.

Her whole class members were all there. A few from my class. And weirdest thing... Daisy was there too. It wasn't the first time of me dreaming about something and he was there. All I know in all of the dreams he were there, he always held my hand tightly. Not letting me away from him more than an inch. It felt safe though. 

 So we were all eating weird dinner. I was carrying my school as usual. Inside my bag from my memory in that dream.. They were suppose to be my sketching book and my usual writing book of many crazy story ideas I have and my drawing tool kit of course. But at that time I was very scared. Because what inside my bag was holding.. Is not it's usual contents. I sat at a old wooden bench where everyone was also sitting on and ate quietly. The others just laugh loudly and goof around. They look like they were all drunk. But they really aren't they just seem so red and hot because of the oven I said. It was old and dirty. But xiao hei insist it'll work like normal to cook food.

Daisy was sitting beside me, I didn't really saw his expression nor what was he doing at that time. Because I felt really weird. Like something bad is going to happen. It wasn't right. The heat from the kitchen, oven. Was a bit... too hot. The whole place gotten warmer and no one seems to notice. I held my bag tightly afraid someone is going to jump out from the kitchen and snatch it. I still can't remember what was so important inside the bag though...

One of xiao hei's classmate gotten too playful and ran towards the kitchen. I wanted to rush to the boy to stop him but Daisy knocked me over and a big big flame burst out from the kitchen. As I was falling and hit the ground along with Daisy hugging me from behind I saw the boy's face melting away. It was being pealed away, his face, his nose slowly melted away, his ears fall off, his eye balls melting, eye sockets going empty. He wanted to scream but nothing came out from his throat but just a small croaked whine. It was horrible. Then one of his arm torn off. A fat lady from behind plucks off his head and smiled at me. The other students scream and ran around wildly. The whole 'restaurant' was literally burning down.

' R...run... R-RUN! RUN FOR THE EXITS YOU BASTARDS??!!!!' I shouted while Daisy was trying to pull me up.

The fat lady wasn't human at all. She came up from the flames. The boy in her arms turns to black gooey as soon as she plucked off his head. The smell was ... horrible. Disgusting. 

Xiao hei and Daisy pulled me up and we rushed to the exit while i was looking back at the fat lady smirking at me. Three of us fell over just after we exited the entrance. A big explosion booms from behind. The sound was deafening. We flew a few inches away from the 'restaurant' caused by the explosion. 

The fat lady arise from the broken fence around the in flame ruin looking 'restaurant'. She was ... floating in the air.. Looking down at the three of us. I stare up at her turning my back a bit. She was holding my schoolbag. She smiled even wider once she saw my horrified expression.

'HEY! Give that back you fatso! ' I shouted and got up to my feet pulling Daisy up as well.

As the fat lady wanted to say something. Xiao Hei leaped from her side and snatched the bag away. Then we ran really hard away from the screaming people and fat lady. =.=||

We ran really far. I was nearly out of breath and it started to rain really heavily. I was nearly left behind because I can't see the rain drops kept poking into my eyes. But Daisy's warm hand was helding on mine really hard it wouldn't budge if someone even knocked over. He pulls me ahead and we finally came to a stop at Xiao Hei's house. It looked different in my dream. It's still a terrace house, but not as filled with plants like the real one. We were all panting and Xiao Hei drops my bag on the ground of her lawn. 

'我都不明白你那么gan jeong 你的书包做么。' Xiao hei said while panting.

I look at Daisy and we shared the same expression. It was like he knew the bag was really important too. Like he knew what was in the bag and gave it to me to look after it. I can't remember... What WAS IT??? 

I forced a smiled at Xiao Hei and told her I should get home. She told me to rest first at her house or something. Then Daisy said he gotta go. I don't feel good when he left. He raced for his car and left.

The next thing that freaked me out is what Xiao hei said.
'做么你书包那么的?我手要断掉了啦刚刚跑的时候!'

Why would it be heavy? It wasn't heavy when I was holding it. 
I really don't want to hold my bag anymore but I forced myself to bring it in her house. The other remaining friend's gathered around me. They finally got back safely. They seem to still think it's a joke. Even xiao hei doesn't seem scared of what happened.

They were all laughing but I wasn't listening to what they say,
'喂...我觉得...' I said.

Their laughter dies off and all focused on me.
'做么?' one of them asked.

 '我觉得...书包不对劲...'I said feeling very scared. I was trembling.

They burst out laughing. All of them. But it wasn't funny to me. I don't feel humilated too even they laughed so hard.
One of my Xiao hei's classmate tried to rub the bag on my face while laughing. I leaned back trembling even more. Then he drops it in front of me. The sound was... weird.. A thud sound. Really not right...

'打开来看看咯!' one of them said. 

I extended my shaking hand and reached for the zip of my bag. It felt.. Moist.. not because it was wet caused by the rain. But it felt... like soapy. no..not soapy.. It felt like.. Wet.. hair..


They were heavy laughter around me.. But I was all numbed towards the sound. Then one of xiao hei's friend opens my bag and pours all it's contents out. The content's hits my head one by one. Total count.. 4 hits.. Their laughter dies off and turns into screams. I looked down. It was a human head. Disfigured, cut into 4 parts. It's hair was falling off. All wet. I didn't scream. Nor gave any responds. I just sat there listening to the others screaming.


Then I finally woke up. But ... there was something to calm me down before I woke. I couldn't remember what.. All I got in my memory was, me calling Daisy, unable to speak. Then he was there. Beside me. Patting my head talking to me, but i couldn't hear what he said. I just kept crying. Looking into his eyes. Just.. crying.


I just wanted to note down about dreams I have. Weird. I never like these dreams. Runing away from scary things. Always the same.. Bad dreams bad dreams~ When will you go away~


And i say.... GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HEAD BAD DREAMS! DAMN YOU SUCKA!~




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