"Fear is an emotion and It is also a choice"

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Friday, July 5, 2013

Dream of a Dream

People say they can dream of themselves being inside another dream.
Well I just dreamed inside a nightmare of a nightmare.

How cool is that. =.=

it was late at night
i was on the computer as usual,
all of a sudden my dad hurried down to close all the windows.
Warning me that I should sleep right away.
My brother came out of the computer room stared at dad for awhile.

I automatically started packing my laptop and head upstairs to my parents room.
Before I went up the stairs. I heard my brother asking my dad,
'Is it time for the ghost to take our souls?'
I didn't hear a response from my dad.

All of a sudden, there was weird and eerie sounds coming out from our neighbour,
There was a funeral going on.
There was a man shouting out chantings and slamming cymbals together.
I looked out my sliding door before i went up the stairs.
I saw a guy wearing old chinese clothing and dancing like he was in a ritual.

Some stuff happened but i dont remember,
my dad turned off the lights.
We slept and suddenly i woke.
But i don't dare to open my eyes,
It felt like something was in the room with us.
I know what it is, what it was.
And it was getting closer to my face.

I couldn't stand the curiousity any longer,
I peeped through my eye lids,
and there he stares at me.
A skul like thin corpse,
it looked really like my grandfather that passed away recently.
He screamed at my face.

And i woke.
Woke and found that i was blindfolded by my own bandanna that i always tied around my eyes when i take afternoon naps.
I could still hear him screaming,
I struggled to get the bandanna off my eyes.
I used up much strength and pulled it off.
I took of one layer, well that was what it felt like, a bandanna coming undone.
But i still couldn't see,
Starting to panic i used even more strength to pull it off.
Another layer came off but i still cant see.
I struggled to pull harder to pull every layer off.
I still couldn't see.
Screaming and shouting now I pulled even harder,
standing up openned my room door and rush down the corridor to  my parent's room,
screaming and struggling to get the bandanna off.

I could hear my brother open his room door to see what was going on.
I finally reach my mum, she open her room door and stare at me.
I finally got the bandanna off still screaming and I woke.

Feeling uneasy and breathing heavily,
I pulled off the bandanna covering my eyes and saw my own room as usual.

That was hell of a dream.
























JW

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Not AlwaysThere

Its funny when people need me,
They will be there,
When they don't.
They just ignore me or give me fake sincerity.

This just revolves around me.
It's sad.
























JW